I still can't believe it. Mark said what I've been dreaming and hoping he would say for quite a while. I can't decide whether to believe him or not. Is he saying it just because of the cuts on me arms? is he saying it to fuel the ship and make me believe him? Is he being truthful? I don't focking know. I looked at him and said, "Do you really love me, Mark?"
Mark hugged me tight. His voice broke when he said, "Yes. I have for a while. I know you probably don't believe me, but I do." Mark started crying. I then started crying and hugged him back and cried in his shoulder.
We stayed like that for what seemed like hours.